the new life

Thursday, July 28, 2005

"REPLAY"
july 18-27,2005

july 18
la lang..july 18na..excited nang magretreat...mamimis ko sila..
july 19
ayun...loka loka na ako..kkahingi ng retreat letter..ayus lang nman..si bunot..lang beses ko nakausap..la lang..wahehehe..astig..wala lang...wu huu....retreat na bukas!alang subject!!
july20
wow....1st day ng retreat...si tin..partner ko sa room!!astig sa bus...picture picture..kainan..tawanan..saya ng biyahe...angsaya rin ng kain sa mcdo tagaytay..pagdating nmen dun...siesta..pero may practice sa choir..wahehehe...
masaya tlga..kasama ko pa best of friends ko..
si father metal at kuya teng ang faci nmen...ang saya nila..
saya ng songs..astig tlga..pati ung moments sa labyrinth...grabeh...ang peaceful..
kso..umulan..di tuloy natapos..
inubos na lang nmen energy nmen sa..
kkaiyak nung gabi..
pero...ayun...tulog muna...bukas ulet..another day wid God and with friends..
ju;y 21
astig pa ren....breakfast and 4 other meals...wid clara,tin,bert and hilary..
saya nman..naglabyrinth ulet kme...at nagsaya...praise kay God..nagmass at nagkaroon ng personal moment with God..meron ding confession..after ng iyakan part 2..
sarap tlgang umiyak..
ayunroomhopping ulet sa 2nd floor...then kame ni t in2..dun kme sa room nila elle natulog..
greabeh...prag nsa heaven ako..may fog pah...awww...
july 22
last day na ng retreat...kakaaliw ung retreat letters...at aliw ang day na kasamang nageat ang barkada...
sarap ng feeling na prang bagong buhay...hayy..sna nga...bagong matinong buhay na...:D
AJA!!!saya magkaroon ng 3 araw pla magreflect..umiyak..magsaya...magkaroon ng time with God...hay...heaven tlga!
pagdating sa skul...ayun...thank you sa retreat letters...tapos..nakita ko ulet siya!!!wahuu..nakausap pa....wahehehe..hmmm..ewan..bsta..masaya!5 sya umuwi kaya nakita ko sya ulet habang kasama ko si mark...astig tlga!!!
july23
ayan..alumni homecoming after ng review...ang saya..nandun sya..nakacheckered...
kaso nga lang..,may eps....wahehehe..si laki tao..waharhar..
so ayun...astig ang alumni homecoming...anu kaya itsura pag kme na magkaroon ng ganun?astig siguro.ayun..tpos...mass....program...then dinner kung san kme nagserve..
after nun...raffle..nanaloako ng dvd player...astig!!!la lang....pero prang baliwala un..habang nakatingin si bunot kay you-know-her..ouch...
july25
ayun,...a day in quiapo....to buy korean movies then diretso sa sm..pra sa gift kay tin2..
lal ang....tiring pero masaya...syempre..kasama ko tatay ko da vah?
july26
BDAY NI TIN!NI GAB!NI JOANNA!!
di man masyadong nasuprise si tin2...pero at least..may nabigay kme...hehehe..sna naenjoy nya...tiring ang day na itech...un lang...:Dmay tulung dunong eklavu...ayos lang..kasama si bro!
july 27..
ayus lang..alang assignment!!!pinansin din nya ako...pero dyahe..la lang..
nakkapagod pe..pero dis day was hapi...asaran at kulitan sa chrisanielle...wahehehehe!!!!wuuhuu...ang saya!!!

(mixedmasks,1:10 PM)

Saturday, July 16, 2005

" STRUGGLIN' "

july 11-16,2005

"dream"

july 11,2005

early morning..

un ang story na narinig ko..

may isang girl na like nun guy na like ng best friend nya..

ang one morning..nagkwento si lucky girl

na napaginipan nya si guy at ang bessie nya..

na sa dream...ung guy ang may like sa unlucky girl..

na super imposible..

kaya...ang sakit dw..sbe ni unlucky girl.

"a night with my dad"

july 12,2005

after ng tutor,deretso kme sa sm ni dad..

madame kse akong kelangang bilhin..

pero bago un..sa car muna...

si dad...sabi nya..

nakita nya si bunot wid special girl..naglalakad..

papunta sa sakayan ng sm..

so ako...naniwala...

umiyak ako...

tapos...tumawa lang si dad..

waaaaaahhh!so ayun sa sm na..

so first stop...sa shoes sya..sa bags ako..=))

then...bumili na kme ng kelangan tlga..

then...uwi na..un lang..

"IGNORE"

july 13,2005

grabeh..dmeng requirements..

tpos...retreat pa ng sunurin..

tpos....foodsale pa..

kakaiyak..

BDAY PA NI MARK!!!
wala sila..

tpos...nung food sale na..kakapagod ever..

tapos...all i could get is..

iignore nya ako..nagkasalubong na kme..

di nman kse nya alam kung gano kasakit un eh..

hangin na nman ako..

lagi nman eh..

............

july 14,2005

im missing mark and chekwa a lot..

pati super sunurin friends..

dis day started okei..

yet what i could remember..

it ended sadly..

dhel..

sa kanya..

"CADETTE"

july 15,2005

first time nmen magduty..

so 5:45 pa lang..nandun na ako....panglima ako..

masaya...na mahirap..na astig..

duty ako sa likod ng st.joseph..dun sa new building..

so yun...sa panay ako naduty...badtrip..pero ayus lang..

so recess..greet ng greet sa officers..

at may mga nangungulit..

lunch...ganun din pero..

PINANSIN NYA AKO!!!

syet..lalang..

grabe hanay nung lunch..pinatapat kme sa arawan!

pero ayus lang..exciting tlga!

sakit nga lang ng katawan ko!

"REVIEW"

july 16,2005

first day of review ngaun..

masaya...bonding with elle..

nandun din si bunot..pumasok lang para sa badminton..

at kay totttttttt!!!!

so un...after practice...

deretso sa bk wid nikos,elle,bah,ayra,alyssa and fatima..

so un...saya...tawanan to d max!!!!
ayun..pag uwi ko...nameet ko si mary ann..

labidabs ng kuya ko..

at napanicure ako..

hay....nakita ko nga sya...inignore na nman ako...:((

(mixedmasks,11:11 PM)

Friday, July 08, 2005

'DESPERATE'
07.08.05

naiirita ako sa sarili ko..

sa diko pag move on..

sa pagtingin ko sau lage..

umagang-umaga pa lang..

yun na agad..

sa pag panood ko ng platoon mo..

sa pag ha-hi ko sau khet prang ayaw mo..

ayoko na ng ganito..

ung mukhang kawawa..

sawi...papansin....

isang taong nagmamahal sau ng sobra..

gusto ko nang makalaya..

sa kahibangan na to..

ayoko na ...

pero ang puso...nakakakapit pa rin sau...

pagod na ako...

(mixedmasks,9:59 PM)

Thursday, July 07, 2005

"KISAPMATA"
07.07.05

isang araw ng pagkaabala..
puro reuqirements tests..
halos kalimutan ko na ngang ngumiti..
pero ang pag-isip sayo..khet isang beses sa isang araw..d na maiiwasan..
sakto nga nman..
bigla kang dumaan..
at pagtingin ko sau...nakatingin ka rin..
isang kurap..wala na ulet...
wala na nman ako sa paningin mo..
ayy...sa totoo nga pla..
kahit kelan...di ako napunta sa paningin mo..
hangin lang ako..imbisibol..nobody...just a school mate..
masakit man..kelangan kong tanggapin..
di ko man gusto pero sa nakikita ko..
tila magkaiba tayo ng mundo..

(mixedmasks,9:50 PM)

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

SCARED
07-06.05

this day was so magical..

not because of boys..

not because of him

(of course not ,

because we haven't said hi to each other for two weeks..)

MAGICAL...

because...it's like I spent dream with my friends..

during recess and lunch, i spent my time with them..

telling jokes, laughing at each smiles,

eating together andeven brushing our teeth together..

it was like..we were a big family..

living in one simple but happy house..

it was like every moment with them is in slow motion..

each hug,each smile, each joke..

was like the very first one..

but being a very pessimistic person..

i felt scared...

SCARED OF WHAT?

scared of not spending time with them..

after graduation..

scared of missing them too much that it might hurt..

scared of not being with them with every single day..

but i guess,,i should forget these thoughts by now..

i should just treasure my time with them..

while we are still together everyday...

P.S.

short diary here:

monday-bagong ahit ng bigote crush ko..ang cute nya...mukhang anghel..

tuesday-ayun..lagi syang dumadaan..prang magkaiba kme ng mundo..nakit ko crush kong college!!!

wednesday-wala lang..astig na day...khet medyo sad...hay nakesh...

(mixedmasks,8:55 PM)

Friday, July 01, 2005

"CIRCLE"
11:45 pm
june 26,2005

Cold nights, staring blankly at the the stairs
Feeling nothing but this heartbeat as I sit on this chair
Unsaid words,kept feelings stay with me
Wishing that the wind would set my heart free

Free to move on and love someone else again
'Coz just simple thoughts of you, tell me that I can't
My shattered heart still beat with yours
Even though it doesn't rhyme with mine,'coz you've closed your door

Yet because of this love, I kept on knocking on it
Still hoping that someday our worlds would meet
But I guess this foolish illusion will never happen
'Coz in your eyes, I'll forever be a friend

Soon, I know I would get over you
Someone would come,and to me,he'll be true
But as of now, witha tear, this poem I'll end
This shallow life, I'll forever spend

this was a poem made by me..uhmmm...try no idugtong ung last line ng poem sa first line ng poem....endless ung tula..hehehe...so un..hope u like it people..

(mixedmasks,9:04 PM)

"CHAOS"
june 25-july 1,2005

flag ceremony..ayus lang..nakita ko siya ulit..

CHILDREN'S PARTY!

astig...dun kme sa centro..(kkamis ang sayahin)

pero magandang simula to smen..

sa 4-tulungin..

ayun..may party hats kme..

then we went down wearing them..

nakakatawa..

tpos..naglaro kme ng longest line,the boat is floating

at pabitin...aliw tlga sobra!

after nun...kumain na kme(astig ung spag!)

tapos ,,,nagtakbuhan at naglaro ng yelo...

ang sarap bumalik sa pagkabata sa isang araw..

magical tlga..

4-TULUNGIN!AJA!

hay....ayos ang araw na ito.,.

asaran to d max..

grasshopper

tapos...punta kme ni mm kay sir jinacay..

e di un,.buking ang bagong crush..

hay nakesh...jinoke tym nmen si mm..

at tawa lang kme ng tawa nila fatsy at nikos..

kahit apat lang kme..ang saya!

hayan...ngaun nman...ung old crush ang nabuking sa clasmeyt..

kkaantok tong day na to..hay naku..

hirap ng quiz sa physics...

bago un..magkaroon muna ng mass..

kung saan..collector ako.,.

at si bunot...

snab to d max..

he must really hate me that much..to ignore me..

hirap tlga mwala ng pagibig..

first day ko sa tutor..

masaya..

at kinasal a si sir choy nung may,...astig..

at ngaun...6 na ako umuwing magisa..

wow....astig tlga..

hay...pagod na ako..mamaya na ulet..

(mixedmasks,8:50 PM)